I knew that player which never play priv games and would be hardly drafted in 3 round isnt good captain. Ten just isnt competitive enough. But anyway there are still players which can play for BBC and will happy for your chance like ShadowStalker and nub_hat.<br /><br />[quote]I don&#039;t see how a lack of motivation makes me weak. Lazy? Irresponsible? Untrustworthy? Sure, and I accept all of those. But not weak. Weak would be to just not show up for any of my games or make any attempt to communicate with the rest of my team or Bones and leave everyone hanging, wondering what the hell happened to me for the first four weeks until Bones finally decided to dismiss me. But I didn&#039;t want to do that to Bones, or the rest of the IDL, so I bit the bullet, made this thread and went ahead with it now while it&#039;s still early in the season so it has less of a damaging effect.<br />[/quote]<br /><br />Dude this made my day. You sounds like you even want reward for your quit and this thread. If you quit like CAPTAIN on start season. This it worst thing what you could made. You had a lot times thinking before season that you can play or no. Also probably its all your fault that SwiftShot quit, so it isnt just your business bcz you was cap. Also your defence that you arent so bad bcz you made some stupid thread and apologized for it is stupid and funny. I would accept euro player which quit during season that dont have time. Bcz play in 2 AM , this change your life and you must make something more than US player for it. You would easy finish season and play like 1.5 hours for week and probablly your wasnt best captain and lost all matches, but at least you tried. I just know that i will see your stupid face here and on IRC all time and read your stupid posts and this make me mad. I hope you will never allow play again here (doubt you care about it now).