Sigh.<br /><br />The only thing I legitimately feel bad for is not contacting you guys beforehand. Even so, that would&#039;ve happened just a few days ago. Does it make that much of a difference? I think not. I should also disregard all &quot;you&#039;re a pussy&quot; comments, because one could argue that abandoning IDL while being in a position like mine does take some guts.<br /><br />[quote author=ItalianStallion link=topic=827.msg8355#msg8355 date=1360818945]<br />Doesn&#039;t surprise me that he would do it.&nbsp; Not only is he bad at Doom, but his personality always seemed a bit flaky.&nbsp; Especially when he would say that he&#039;s tired after 2 seasons.&nbsp; Sorry but IDL-R doesn&#039;t count kid.&nbsp; Can&#039;t handle losing?&nbsp; Get better.[/quote]<br />Losing? I had a very decent season with SUC on Summer 2011. The team I was on before I quit (and alas, no one made a fuss about it at the time because I was just a 4th) on Winter 2012 made it to the MasterBowl. I made it to the conference championships on Summer 2012. My record before leaving this season is 2-3-0, which is pretty alright if I may say so.<br /><br />I&#039;m sick and tired of people saying that I quit because I can&#039;t handle losing or whatever. Even though I know that most of you are just kidding about that, but I guess I&#039;ll have to reiterate anyway that this has little to do with losing.<br /><br />[quote author=ItalianStallion link=topic=827.msg8355#msg8355 date=1360818945]<br />Honestly, I&#039;m surprised that his team didn&#039;t stop playing before he did.&nbsp; From what I hear he&#039;s a real pain over TS.&nbsp; Screaming and whatnot.[/quote]<br />What, am I not allowed to get upset because I&#039;m losing? Sorry if I&#039;m not always winning like you are, Stall. If I am such a nuisance to my team, then I guess I am doing well to quit, right? Oh, wait...<br /><br />[quote author=ItalianStallion link=topic=827.msg8355#msg8355 date=1360818945]Next time if you&#039;re going to make a commitment to a league, grow a sack and follow through with it.&nbsp; If not, fuck off.[/quote]<br />I would&#039;ve obviously stayed in, if I still cared about the game, or my status in this community, but I don&#039;t at this point. As Dewww pointed out, I&#039;m not enjoying anything here anymore. What makes me better than the likes of Ten and Doomguy is that I&#039;m actually not coming back.<br /><br />The only reason I didn&#039;t leave earlier was because I had some respect for Bones, but I lost even that for reasons I won&#039;t disclose.<br /><br />I guess I&#039;ve tainted my reputation permanently by doing this, but it doesn&#039;t surprise me, considering this community thrives on drama and negativity. It&#039;s like people here only want to see the bad things in each other. The fact no one at least thanked me for my past contributions (not at this moment specifically, but during my time here in general) only gives me the impression that I was never that useful to begin with. If I am such a bad player, then I must be easily replaceable, just like in season 11.<br /><br />Oh and, despite a few people thanking me for the Wiki, I still had certain smartasses telling me to stop pretending to be important, so it cancels that out, sadly. Some gratitude is too much to ask around these parts... <br /><br />Now, about the league itself... I&#039;ll have to admit I am nowhere nearly as interested in it as I used to be three seasons ago. It certainly lost its charm since it moved from its original port, ZDaemon. Last season was lame because of people like BloodStrike hurting my team severely (but hey, no one made a fuss as big as this one, because who cares?). This season also started to look awfully boring since Tenchu pretty much ruined BBC and stacked other teams. WAD became stronger, but BAD is still subpar, because there is no fixing for Legion&#039;s stupidity.<br /><br />However, I am quite surprised that a good lot of my team is actually not that upset that I&#039;m leaving. Fluffles showed some commendable sympathy for my reasoning, while Decay doesn&#039;t care about what happens. I don&#039;t know about Dragon, but most of you guys despise him, so you probably don&#039;t care about his thoughts. In the end, my team in general has no huge problems or personal issues with me leaving, so cut out with the &quot;look what you&#039;ve done to your team!&quot; statements.<br /><br />Also, I didn&#039;t &quot;use&quot; Fluffles, what the fuck? I just told him the true facts about what is going on after he asked me for a gametime. Not that I am against the fact that he sent Bones the word, but I&#039;m pretty sure I never ordered him to do shit for me, so don&#039;t blame me for it!<br /><br />After all, I can only apologize for the trouble I&#039;ve caused, but I promise this will be the last time I&#039;ll get involved with the IDL crowd. If you are that worried about the league&#039;s health, please be aware that this really isn&#039;t a big problem to solve. There are people like Watermelon who are interested in helping the league and would make a great substitute for me (and thus making for an effective damage control). I hope some of you I became friends with won&#039;t cut ties with me just because of a decision I made in a Doom league.